Sir, im so hurt
i dont know what must i do
just hurt
im just hurt
its so hurt me

i know
i am not perfect
but plis, dont compare me with anyone
cause im not them
i love you with my own way
i cant be like them
or i cant be love you with her way

i am not bigger girl if you compare me with her
i am not a beauty girl if you compare me with anyone else
but, cant you see the beauty i love you
should i become someone else so you have me?

nobody perfect in this world
if you still looking for someone like that, simple you leave me :)

18

Udah lama ga ngepost hhahahaHay, sekarang gue lagi seneng senengnya dengan dunia baru gueada tempat cerita hahahakalo aktifitas mah masih sama kaya kemaren kemarentetep kuliah, nugas, main, makan, tidur, eek bosen sih hahahahapengen cepet cepet lulus terus ketemu dengan dunia lebih baru lagiwalopun dunia itu pasti lebih menyeramkan drpada yang gue jalani sekarangbut its okeyim here for fighting that situation! hahaha -____-"untuk org tua guedoain aja yaa gue disinidan jangan lupa tepat waktu mengirim uang bulanan hahahakarna anak mu ini sedikit boros hahahatp sekarang sudah bis memanage uang dan menabungwalopun akhirnya lenyap lagi tabungannya hahahahahabut its okay, the next be'll better :*Okay sampe disini dulu yeeeane mau goler goler dikasur hahahahahhahbye!

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17

rupanya ga semudah yang gue pikirin
ngeberesin ruang hati yang pernah beratankan itu sulit
hampir putus asa..
dimana yang gue bayangkan, gue pengen kasih..
berasa lemes, putus asa, berharapa ini cuma mimpi ..

gue dan dia memang sekarang bersama, tapi ..
gue ga ngerasa dia ada bersama gue, dia begitu jauh ..
dia bukan dia yang dulu ..
dia bukan dia yang selalu berharap kebahagiannya bersama gue
gue ngerasa dia ga serius lagi, 
tanpa dia sadari dia selalu mengucapkan hal hal kalo dia ga sepenuhnya mengharpkan gue

gue kira setelah dia minta waktu seminggu buat mikirin masa depan dia
dan dia ngehubungi gue, gue kira dia udah yakin dengan pilihannya kembali ke gue
tapi, enggaa..
2minggu berlalu, gue mulai ngerasain hal aneh, 
ngerasain kalo dia engga bersama gue ..
ya, cuma statusnya kalo dia itu milik gue dan gue milik dia..
but, he is not stand here 
his soul not here, not for me ..

bahkan dia udah ga mau denger suara gue ..
entahlah gue bingung, ngerasa punya salah yang besar banget ..
gue ga ngerasa ngelakuin hal yang buat dia sakit, 
tapi begitu besar balasan rasa sakit yang dia kasih ke gue ..

semoga gue bisa ngejalaninya
gue bisa jadi yang dia mau ..
gue akan terus berusaha, hingga akhirnya gue lelah dengan sendirinya >>

16

Ini nih si ayah, putri-putrinya ga dibolehin pacaran,
sekarang, si anak udah dapet pendamping yang dia pengen, malah ga disetujui karna si cowo belum mapan -___-. Memang sih ga ada orang tua yang pengen anak putrinya hidup sengsara, tapi mbo yo kehidupan putrinya selama 20 tahun lebih udah ikut rulenya ayah. Kenapa buat kebahagiaan kcil dia kelak ga dilepasin buat milih sendiri sih yaaaaahhh .

kan ayah yang bilang kita boleh milih pasangan calon hidup itu siapa aja. Asal dia mau kerja keras.
Mungkin belum sekarang ayah mapannya, tapi mungkin pas sama elok putri ayah itu cowo mau mikirin hidupnya, bukan dirinya sendiri, dan mau kerja buat hidup mereka.

Walopun calon yang ayah pilihkan itu mendekati sempurna, tapi seandainya putri ayah ga suka, dan ga sreg, itu ga bisa dipaksain ayaaaaah. Kasian merekaaa. Ini bukan jaman siti nurbaya lagi. Buang deh yah kolotnyaaa.

Kalo aku yang ayah gituin, aku KABUR!!

Sincerely

Her sister! >:o

15

Sir, I'm a bit nervous

'Bout being here today

Still not real sure what I'm going to say

So bare with me please

If I take up too much of your time,

See in this box is a ring for your oldest

She's my everything and all that I know is

It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side

Very soon I'm hoping that I...

Can marry your daughter

And make her my wife

I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life

And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die, yeah

I'm gonna marry your princess

And make her my queen

She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen

I can't wait to smile

When she walks down the isle

On the arm of her father

On the day that I marry your daughter

She's been hearing for steps

Since the day that we met (I'm scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left)

So don't you ever worry about me ever treating her bad

I've got most of my vows done so far (So bring on the better or worse)

And tell death do us part

There's no doubt in my mind

It's time

I'm ready to start

I swear to you with all of my heart...

I'm gonna marry your daughter

And make her my wife

I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life

And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die, yeah

I'm gonna marry your princess

And make her my queen

She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen

I can't wait to smile

As she walks down the isle

On the arm of her father

On the day that I marry your daughter

The first time I saw her

I swear I knew that I say I do

I'm gonna marry your daughter

And make her my wife

I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life

And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die

I'm gonna marry your princess

And make her my queen

She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen

I can't wait to smile

As she walks down the isle

On the arm of her father

On the day that I marry your daughter

14

Your hand fits in mine

Like it's made just for me

But bear this in mind

It was meant to be

And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks

And it all makes sense to me

I know you've never loved

The crinkles by your eyes

When you smile

You've never loved

Your stomach or your thighs,

The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine

But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if I do

It's you

Oh, it's you they add up to

I'm in love with you

And all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea

And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep

And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep

Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved

The sound of your voice on tape

You never want

To know how much you weigh

You still have to squeeze into your jeans

But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if it's true

It's you,

It's you they add up to

I'm in love with you

And all these little things

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you

You'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to.

If I let you know I'm here for you

Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh.

And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth

'Cause it's you,

Oh, it's you,

It's you they add up to

And I'm in love with you

And all these little things

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if it's true

It's you,

It's you they add up to

I'm in love with you

And all your little things